This Weight on my Chest!

A killer note to end it by, with a taunting grimace I speak hate so clear! Render my senses useless then beat me with the weapons I made! My life is nothing at this point, I feel the sunset coming, but no love fills my heart, no blood pumps through these veins of coal! A light leads me down this shadowed hall, the irony remains the fact that I am blind as a bat! My eyes twinkle like she'll have me back, but I always take the road most painful. Christmas may bring me something beautiful, or more reasons to keep it going, keep it alive! I pray that time will give me something to hold on to, but what a dream to awake in the middle of; I guess I just got carried away! Birds chirp, and I must say the music cheers my dying husk, now laughs muffled in my head! I can hear your voice waking me in the morrow, please take the chance on me. Everything is a humble footnote on a giants desk, but I can cure your ails, I am sure of that! My body is ticking with life, and love I haven't felt this present state in what seems like ages! From every window I shall scream my hopes; let my words move your soul, and conjure the past!